Northern Lights
Well, that was a weekend, two consecutive nights ou on a rip, plus a bonus Nick the Greek afternoon "to boot". Still reeling, and not sure just what to attribute the sickness in my stomach too. Excess words no doubt, and an inability to be where you are not, doing what you would rather.
But some good madness in celebration, and if there is an emptiness it only came closer to the end, in the recovery. Not sure how to deal with it except to close your eyes a bit and wait some weeks until 2011 begins. And then fatefully, the script may just get written.
Or not, which is okay too. You have to pass through a number of additional nights here in this room, alone, and so it could be worse at that. I do know that nine months from now is the last possible date, and the possibility of sooner is there as well. A sense a compromise post-32, but we'll have to wait on the time.
Hopefully it eases things as it usually can be counted on to do. Even tonight, once some progress got made, you see how it moves to heal. So, if you can hold out for the Northern Lights in Icelandia and somehow make that work, then that will worth considering. It is not that far away, after all.
How nice it will be to truly walk away, a minimum left in boxes. It is that you must keep in mind above all, to get you through.

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