Quite the Night

I keep missing the big things, the large market movements.  Too scared to be decisive, and follow the instincts.  So much translates back to the idea that money is not important, actually, that what you’ve lost in the last moments is what is gained.  The insights.  The way in which points can be articulated.  The idea of dad going to the basement in suit and tie while we were going to school ,never told.  The desperation of a brother-in-law’s call.  Pandemics concentrating the mind.

How do I get into the mindset of writing about Trafalgar.  Needs must.  Go to.  Cook tonight, with the Bump and Rant and Young Saints, intermixed with Boss and Oasis and Killers and Ritchie.  15 years young and 50 years older.  Fast we must move when given the chance.

How to explain it but to actual use and do it.  What were Jack G’s words?  Stronger more engaged more unified firm, heh.  In some ways.  Telescoping everything toward what you need to do with your life now.  Beyond all else.