How Sad a Passage

COUNTESS "This young gentlewoman had a father,--O, that 'had'! how sad a passage 'tis!--whose skill was almost as great as his honesty; had it stretched so far, would have made nature immortal, and death should have play for lack of work." -Act I scene i, All's Well that Ends Well.

Friday, June 27, 2008

"Time-Wastingly Ironic"

Good quote from B. Johnson, Mayor of London, today about the cigar case.

Keeping a good journal in the Shakespeare to date. Tonight should be good with Costin. More discussion re: the 2009, for sure.

Good Johnny Cash last night. Self-penned The Man in Black: "Ah, I'd love to wear a rainbow every day, And tell the world that everything's OK, But I'll try to carry off a little darkness on my back, 'Till things are brighter, I'm the Man In Black." And The Wanderer: "I went out there In search of experience To taste and to touch And to feel as much As a man can Before he repents I went out searching Looking for one good man A spirit who would not bend or break Who would sit at his father's right hand I went out walking With a bible and a gun The word of God lay heavy on my heart I was sure I was the one Now Jesus, don't you wait up Jesus, I'll be home soon Yeah I went out for the papers Told her I'd be back by noon Yeah I left with nothing But the thought you'd be there too Looking for you Yeah I left with nothing Nothing but the thought of you I went wandering." Every word now an exhortation forward. Away. Soon. Yes.

What else? Tick tock. We wait. Random Mellotones nights and Icelandic Schnapps leading to the futon, elation/depression, Hope above all.

Thursday, June 19, 2008

Island Pineapple

And so go the days... page 14 of 26, and to be honest, what?

Just speaking now with a buddy back from what I thought was Southeast Asia, but in his wisdom spent the entire month in Vietnam. Encouraging only the idea that trying to do the world in 3 months is foolhardy. Even the ambitious nature of the proposed trip is folly in comparison with what is out there. And all the more reason to do it.

It is 7:42PM. Tell me you will be here by 7:42AM, come what may.

Yes. Okay. Just tell me that you'll do the necessary in oh-nine. You know it.

Or, rather... (March 27, 2009?)

Having taken out a host of Lonely Planets from the library last night and spent some time skimming (particularly the climate and "when to go" sections), it looks now as if a departure from Halifax post a last St. Patrick's Day is the more feasible and dominant approach. A slightly warmer walk through Spain (to start around Good Friday instead of end?) and maybe Arsenal v. Chelsea, to Samarkand for June 5, then a potentially reckless attempt through the Torugart Pass en route through China, August and September trolling through Southeast Asia, and then October in Rajasthan.

Yeah, sounds good. Let the planning continue, so that the day shall come when dreaming and waking switch places, as they say.

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

The Way (or February 27, 2009)

It begins to take shape. Think big was the earlier thought, and why not. Well, if we are going to think about such time off for a purpose of going about the world, why not the long dreamed of and sought after Camino? How did the idea jump into the head today, I'll never know, but immediately it runs on, uncontainable. To Paris to start for the first two weeks of March, then down to the Camino for a St. Patrick's Day start (with requisite opening pint of Guinness) and Easter Monday finish and flight to London. Some days to eat and recover, then the flight to Moscow in the 3rd week of April and it's on. My oh my, we dream.

I like it, boy. Me gusto.

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

The Old/New Plan Returns

Westward from the Davis Strait 'tis there 'twas said to lie
The sea route to the Orient for which so many died;
Seeking gold and glory, leaving weathered, broken bones
And a long-forgotten lonely cairn of stones.
Three centuries thereafter, I take passage overland
In the footsteps of brave Kelso, where his "sea of flowers" began
Watching cities rise before me, then behind me sink again
This tardiest explorer, driving hard across the plain.
And through the night, behind the wheel, the mileage clicking west
I think upon Mackenzie, David Thompson and the rest
Who cracked the mountain ramparts and did show a path for me
To race the roaring Fraser to the sea.
How then am I so different from the first men through this way?
Like them, I left a settled life, I threw it all away.
To seek a Northwest Passage at the call of many men
To find there but the road back home again.

We begin again. Anew. Afresh. Thought of beginning a new blog for the new pursuit, but botched that one - even to the point that no one may ever again use the address tardiestexplorer.blogspot.com again. But this feels the right place regardless. Let me elaborate:

Since last checking in, the London-Scotland-Malta leg was impressively conducted, followed up swiftly by Iceland-Paris. Which has left us with new photos, excellent memories, and a burst of enthusiasm to respond to the incessant calling of the spirit's better demons - from the office and to the ever-blessed road that was so often photographed so magnificently in southern Iceland.
Followed up by conversations and aimless thoughts on the patios of various Parisian cafes.

All of which suggest, bluntly, the need for the new dream that will lead, quickly, beyond this mere office window and pile of energy-related filings, as eerily interesting as it often can be. The time is now. As the daily evenings roll by, the certainty of that simple premise is constantly confirmed. With or without her. (Though, perhaps, at times, including her?)

NYC-Bolivia-Peru: August. The planned yet contingent Egyptian odyssey: November. Unspecified opportunities, while savings accumulate: February. Followed by the March/April/May departure to Europe, through Moscow and along the fabled silken path to Samarkand by rail, overland to China, down along the Southeast coast (as long planned, of course, we remember well, and now one more year gone). Now more than ever, old friend.

But, additionally, brilliantly, the lovely world has me thinking further - in the spirit of truly backpacking the world. For the question arises, why not continue BACK overland, rather than the Pacific return to NA? From Bangkok to Delhi. Then from Delhi to J-burg and Cape Town. Then up to Europe again and further musings on the comparable merits between Paris and London. A grand circle in 6 months or so. Or more, hell, living cheaply in the intervening months in China/SE Asia/India. As you do. Armed with pen and camera and little else. A 30th birthday present, and a fitting one.

Yeah. Such are the thoughts through my head these days. Not having given up on the idea of taking the more usual shift, to a similar job in London or NYC (or even something foolish in la belle pays). Not having given up on the desire to actually sit down and formulate a story of fiction as long imagined but never attempted. But once again putting to words the long sought vision. Who knows what is out there until we get there ourselves. It fast approaches, now. Extraordinarily, I find myself all the more ready. Surely the exploration of Inca and Egyptian ruins will only confirm the need (not merely the desire) for it. And that one bright morning will come, at last and as foretold.

Until then, preparations continue. "He traveling with me needs the best blood, thews, endurance; None may come to the trial, till he or she bring courage and health."

Yes, Uncle Walt. Soon. We'll keep you posted. Welcome back to these dreams.