Another restless night, another morning sleeping through. The testing of the alarm bells maddening, but still you are unmoved. A request comes in from the regional lead for a meeting, punted to the afternoon. Nothing good can come of that, I imagine, perhaps the start of a reckoning-type conversation long overdue?
Or is the timing aligned to interfere with the deposit expected tomorrow? That would be frustrating indeed, but no matter. As long as there is no hint of a need to disturb the MFA plan. That seems nicely set for next week. Looking around the Chamber ballroom at lunch yesterday, the crumpled suit, mismatched shoes, holes in socks... it screamed out as being the perfect decision for the moment.
Despite a grand first month, the underlying legal turmoil remains close to the surface. Other than the mill, you have to wonder about the long term... some time may have been bought for this year through DM's generosity, but what next?
Thoughts of Freeport still linger. The late night speed reading of the Mary Oliver and her discussion of writing, Walt, and nature - so potent and such a contrast to the pipeline abandonment arguments to follow this morning. Might something there yet remain?
To act upon that dream requires the testing of the market value of this condo, in line with the 40th escape... Look around at the state of the mess you live in at times, as the boys walk through to check the sprinkler heads. Would the same hold true in that off-world colony? Or could you change?
As pictures from Zurich make their way to your phone. What a correspondence with the truly happenstance and unknown. The idea of someone to share the oceanfront space with as you write and cobble together a shop in the interim seems so outlandish. And yet. How momentous was that last day in Cape Town meant to be, truly? It is a story worthy of that voyage. I wonder.
More anon, after 2pm, with the beginning of a verdict.
UPDATE - the financial treatment for the 2018 year is secure, but a clawback is in full effect, as you fall to the lowest of places. Hard to argue it, in fairness. The offer is made for the fixed take, and likely it's the option that must be taken. The certainty is helpful, offers the chance of an early clean break if necessary, and provides for a glide path into alternative arrangements for 2020. A year that looms large. The inevitable spiral toward it only intensifies.